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| Wednesday, June 8th, 2005 | | 1:03 pm |
Curious...oh so curious
01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you. 02. I will then tell what song/movie remind me of you. 03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be... 04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you. 05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you. 06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of. 07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you. 08. Put this in your journal. | | Wednesday, June 1st, 2005 | | 5:11 pm |
Tomorrow and Tonight, Tomorrow and Tonight, we can rock all day, we can roll all night
This weekend has been super fabulous...yeah, it really has! Want a quick summary? Ok...here goes Friday night: Jenn's bag! What an awesome time! I had SO much fun. I'm really glad I went up for it. I didn't feel so good the next morning, BUT small price to pay I guess. Saturday: Drove back to Sanford. Oh, what fun what fun. 2 1/2 hours in the car by myself with the radio, and they never play any good music on it. All I wanted was to hear Motley Crue, ONCE, JUST ONCE! Did they play any songs? NO! Anyway...went out with my friend Chuck Saturday night and had much fun. Always know I'm gonna have a good time when we hang out. We went to see "Hitchhikers Guide..." and were both very disappointed. I just think you shouldn't make books into movies. There were lots of things they added in that weren't in the book and I just didn't like that, and it really wasn't all that funny. I chuckled a few times but that's it! Then we had chinese and all was good. I think we were the loudest people in there. Sunday: Baby Shower for my cousin. Oohing and Aahing over tiny socks and diapers. Woohoo! Very girly thing, but oh well, I got free food and got to hang out with my Mom and my sister. Good times. Now I'm ready to go home, and relax, maybe read, listen to some music, and get ready for the fact that I have to go back to work tomorrow...blah. The job search goes on, and it's already got me pulling my hair out! GAH! I just wanta job that will pay me nough to live comfortably and not have to worry about money all the time...too much to ask? I think not! For now, that's all. You want to know more? Call me! Current Mood:  exhaustedCurrent Music: I can hear the sound of a motorcycle or something outside... | | Saturday, May 28th, 2005 | | 7:05 pm |
| | Wednesday, May 25th, 2005 | | 3:16 pm |
*WARNING* Motley Crue Post *WARNING*
So, if you don't want to read about the Motley Crue concert, and sit through me swearing a lot, then read the next friggin' post! Oh my fucking god...I just went to the most AMAZING concert ever! I think I might have to go so far as to say they were better than KISS. I love Motley Crue more now (after seeing them) if that is possible. We had the BEST FUCKING seats. Imagine this. Right next to the stage. Second row. On the aisle. I was like 6 feet from the stage. SO FUCKING CLOSE! They rocked! They sound AMAZING live! They played GREAT songs (opened with Shout at the Devil!), it was just so surreal being there and seeing them in front of me. Nikki Sixx, Tommy Lee, Vince Neil, Mick Mars...ALL OF THEM at times were no more than 6 feet or so away from me. I have newfound love for Nikki Sixx (I already knew I liked Tommy Lee), he is just so fucking hot. You look at him and you just want to crawl all over him. My god! Tattoos cover his arms, tight pants, dark hair, fuck you attitude, it's enough to make a girl a little faint. I got Nikki Sixx spit on me! He spit water out into the audience, and a ton of it got on me! I loved every second of it! Tommy Lee kicks ASS on the drums. At one point they had him on a wire, above the stage, playing the drums, flying from one set to another. It was so goddamn cool. I think I was just standing there with my mouth open, in awe. He is so fucking hot. They are all fantastic. I love them. I went out and bought the new CD today. Listening to it right now. God I love them. If I've not expressed how much they rocked in this post, talk to me about it in person. I'll give you an earful! Next week: GREEN DAY! I CAN'T WAIT! Current Mood:  ecstaticCurrent Music: Motley Crue - Helter Skelter | | Monday, May 23rd, 2005 | | 6:31 pm |
| | Thursday, May 19th, 2005 | | 6:31 pm |
Been so long...
...since I last posted I guess. Life is good. I really can't complain. I had an AWESOME weekend, and I shall write a bit about it here. Friday night I hung out with Chuck (very good friend) and we went to see "Sin City". Twas an absolutely fantastic movie...thoroughly enjoyed it. I want to be a tough hooker now. Spandex and a gun. My dream. Anyway, after that we went and got something to eat, and had great conversation. Yay! Good night. Saturday was fantastic as well. I made the trek up to Bangor and hung out with Zak for the afternoon. I had a great time...I totally rock at mini-golf (oh what a lie Holly) and we saw a really good movie...and I had Pat's too! It had been too long. So...went to go hang out with Decha and then Zak came to hang out with us some more, and much fun was had by all. :) Sunday was so good. I'm happy I went to the BBQ, it was amazing to see people that I hadn't seen in what felt like forever. Seeing some people brought back really strong memories and emotions, but I won't get into that right now. I guess it just made me realize in some ways that I've gotten a lot stronger in this past year, and that I can move on, and have my own life and that's ok. Ohhh...I really don't know what else to write. I'm just happy. Life is good. I'm happy. I'm changing for the better, and I like the person I have become and am becoming. | | Wednesday, May 4th, 2005 | | 1:59 am |
New Screen Name
Add me: Ho Double L Y 84 I'm fun to talk to, and constant amusement...wafuckinhoo | | Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005 | | 10:12 pm |
How I love it
I love this song...I get all excited when I hear it on the radio and just sing my heart out. Love it. I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I'm Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm pissed 'cause you came around Why don't you just go home? 'Cause I channeled all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself You're making me insane All I can say is... [Chorus:] I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut And my weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I tried to help you once Against my own advice I saw you going down But you never realized That you're drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassion's in my nature Tonight is our last stand [Chorus] I'm drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone You shoulda' never come around Why don't you just go home? 'Cause you're drowning in the water And I tried to grab your hand I left my heart open But you didn't understand But you didn't understand Go fix yourself I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life [Chorus x2] | | Tuesday, April 26th, 2005 | | 3:22 pm |
so yeah
So...I had this fabulous post that I put together earlier, and then my computers date is all fucked up and it wouldn't let me post it because I was posting in the past, blah blah blah. Yeah, that pissed me off. SO, that's why my entry says April not March, cause I'm a dumbhead. I'm not in the future. Though I wish I was, cause then I would know how certain things are gonna turn out and I wouldn't be just sitting here wondering! Anyway I think my post went something like this: Easter Shmeaster Yes yes, I know, blasphemy...but ask me if I care. I saw a great bumper sticker the other day. It said "I'm a militant agnostic. I don't know and neither do you." That was fantabulous. It made me smile. Some grandparent at school tried to tell me on Friday (well, she asked her granddaughter if she'd told me) "Did you tell your teacher that Jesus is alive and that's why we celebrate Easter?". WELL...I wish I could have seen the look I gave her, cause what I was thinking was "WHAT are you ON lady?" I just gave her a half smile and said "Have a good weekend". I hate that. Religious nuts. I mean seriously. I thought the man was dead. Cause I would think if he was alive I would have seen it on the news or something. That's real front page news stuff. "Jesus ALIVE...story at eleven" "We found him hiding out in Oklahoma under an assumed name!" I don't know what else I wrote but I'm pretty sure it was amazingly witty and thought provoking. I think you would have thought so too. I'm in a real smartass type mood today. Anyone want to be harassed? Come to my house tonight. It will be fun. Really, it will. I don't care if it IS Easter tomorrow. I am waiting for a phone call. Do I call him, or do I wait for him to call me? I'm bored, I'm not doing a good job entertaining myself right now. Comments, questions, concerns? | | Saturday, April 23rd, 2005 | | 6:12 pm |
I feel like crying I'm so stressed out | | Wednesday, April 20th, 2005 | | 3:11 pm |
It's amazing how life can be so simple and so complicated at the same time. I wish matters of the heart were easier to deal with. I've got major insecurity issues, which make me crazy, and I think WAY too much. I overanalyze, and I don't have faith in myself that I can keep a guy interested in me. I figure they will all become disinterested when they realize my head is a fucked up place to be. I've found someone I really like...now I just want to keep him around. I want to be happy, is that too much to ask? I had my heart stepped on two times in the past year...I don't want it to happen again. I don't want to be hurt. I just want to be happy. I just want to be HAPPY! Current Mood:  anxious | | Thursday, February 24th, 2005 | | 5:55 pm |
Life...
Life is interesting Life is good I hope it continues to get better I think too much I need to stop and just go with it There, that's all | | Monday, February 21st, 2005 | | 6:18 pm |
I love Freddie Mercury. Do I say it enough? Just seeing that he is my icon just makes me happy. I was listening to Queen earlier today, and it just gets to me like no other music does. I love music. I forgot what an important part it had played in my life and I am trying to get back into listening to the vast array I have. There are CD's in my room that long to be played. Plus there's so much out there new I need to listen to. I'm going thorough a friend to get some Iron Maiden (I've heard some and I am intrigued) so I'm excited about that. He's gonna burn me some CD's with all kinds of stuff I've never heard. That's all ...conversations can be interesting, but in the long run very good. | | Sunday, February 20th, 2005 | | 5:27 pm |
Had such a fun night last night. Ben came down to hang out with me and we went to Makayla's. I haven't hung out with him in forever. We played asshole...how come I always end up being the asshole? I really stink at that game. I'm trying SO hard to like beer...I drank Corona last night. It' ok...the best thing about it is that it doesn't give me indigestion. I'm such a dork, I drink most drinks and end up on the floor in pain. Fucking sucks. I got a new Eddie Izzard video! Heidi got it for me...it's AWESOME! He's so funny. I got a ticket to go see Green Day! Aw yeah...I'm going to see Motley Crue the same week. I can't wait! Elise called me Friday night, it was SO good to talk to her. I love my little! Life is good...I have no major complaints. I'm starting my job search again soon. Hoping to find a teaching job, so that I can settle down someplace for a few years, get my own place, and start a life on my own. That is my goal. I want a job that will enable me to live by myself and afford it. I want to be able to save money, and not worry about it all the time. I'm trying my damndest. That's all...I dunno | | Thursday, February 17th, 2005 | | 7:33 pm |
It's funny how I can be over something but not. Still get those pangs...goddamn A friend called me tonight, actually TWO friends. It was a happy thing. Dave Frost totally rocks. I got to talk to Chris (not Elgee...another Chris) so that made me happy as well. Blah blah blah...hmmmm Work is good...kids drive me nuts but I love em. I get told I'm pretty EVERY day! Those three year olds hittin' on me ;) Maybe it's cause I wear make-up now...hmmmm...LOL :) Friends are good too, feel like I'm busy all the time but never have the money to do anything. Making so little sucks SO much. Gotta go home, see the kitties, have some dinner, watch some CSI hopefully. I know, this was wicked in depth wasn't it? HAHAHA, never have the time to update too much | | Sunday, February 13th, 2005 | | 3:22 pm |
Seriously...
...it seems like I always just end up getting hurt. I let myself feel a certain way about someone and then it just gets crushed. For once, I'd like to know when it will be my turn to find the love of my life. That's ALL I want. And I REALLY don't think it's too much to ask for. I don't think I'm a horrible person...and I think I'm a better person thanks to the past year. I just want to cry...but I cant. | | Sunday, February 6th, 2005 | | 5:55 pm |
Well that sucks
 Now come on, seriously...that test was rigged. :) Am I too cool? It rigs it that if you don't know anything about computers then your not a nerd...but I'm still a dork! I have that to hold on to! This weekend has been GREAT! Interesting things are afoot in all aspects of my life. Back to work tomorrow...oh well...it'll be semi-nice to see the little germ factories that I work with. They can cough, sneeze, and maybe even throw up on me. What fun! Current Mood:  content | | Thursday, February 3rd, 2005 | | 9:33 pm |
Bah
So...why do I always get hung up on the wrong guys? I mean, really...it only makes me miserable. Why don't I want the ones that want me? My life would be so much easier if I did. I want the ones that can't be had, for too many reasons to list. And some of it is just no one's business but my own. I dunno, I'll just dwell on it for awhile. I'm exhausted, time for bed. Bah...blah...gah...geesh...grrrr...arrrg h...*raises fists and screams at the sky* | | Thursday, January 27th, 2005 | | 7:32 pm |
Oh...I know
I just like knowing what people think of me, so if you have a minute fill it out, and make me smile (hopefully) when I read it. I'd update but I don't know what to say! Work: Good, stressful, fun at times, love the girls I work with. The kids drive me crazy. Just today my little hellion ate glue, crayons, and a marker...whats she thinking? She's gonna get a tummyache! Yeah work is good, only drawbacks is it's got me using words and phrases like "Binky" (pacifier) and "Hey, I gotta go potty!" (Excuse me, but I have to use the lavatory) Friends: Good and getting better. I'm touching base with people that I haven't talked to in ages like Heather, and my friend Chris. I'm hanging out with new people that are really nice like Chuck. Enjoying the girls I work with (their a lot of fun) Makayla and Melissa. And never forgetting the friends that made college what it was, and those are the people that I miss and want to see ever so badly. I hate how hard it can be to keep in touch. Esp. when I don't have a computer at home. Oh, and I talked to CMC the other day, that was VERY exciting! Alcohol: mmmmmmmmm...need more? Too expensive! Damn! Haven't been drunk since mid-december. Pets: Spike and Luke are doing VERY well. Causing problems and wreaking havoc AS per usual. Luke is tormenting my sisters puppy and Spike is scared to death of it. His tactic is to 1. go downstairs 2. see the puppy 3. hiss at the puppy 4. run back upstairs. Silly kitty. Luke just likes to tease him and OH how he teases him! That's it I think...people should come down to Portland and hang out with me. REALLY, you should! It's Portland! 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 31. Do you think I could kill someone? 32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? | | Sunday, January 9th, 2005 | | 1:43 pm |
Update?
Hmmm...I haven't written in awhile. Isn't that an original way to start an LJ post?? Work is good...I missed our staff (belated) christmas party on friday because I was sick. Uck. I really wanted to go, and it would have been fun to hang out with the ladies from work in a different setting. So I was sick. Still kind of am. But not just a little sick...REALLY FUCKING sick. I stayed home from work on Thurs and Fri...on Thurs I could barely get out of bed and on Fri I just moped around the house. I'm pretty sure I had my first migraine on Thursday. My head hurt like hell (made me cry it hurt so bad), I could barely get out of bed, it was awful. But, I'm glad to be slowly getting better. I'm hoping for a decent night's sleep tonight. Since I haven't had one since last Wed. night. Been talking with a guy from match.com...he's really nice and really funny. We're going to go out on Monday and I think we'll have a lot of fun. I'm hanging out with Dave Frost on Thursday! Yay! A co-worker of mine got me a ticket to see Motley Crue in April! YAY! I'm going to go with her and her husband, and she said they are really good seats. I am SO EXCITED! Not often do bands that I listen to tour, and to have them coming to Portland is just amazing. I can't wait! So, I found out from a brother when third is...this makes me KIND of upset because I have heard NOTHING from TBS's so called Alumni Sec. this year. Now, I on my part have done nothins to find out things...BUT, aren't they supposed to keep in touch with us? The "precious" alumni? I have not gotten any newsletters or e-mails this year. It is kind of disheartening. I dunno what's going on up there, or who's running things, but...oh well... Wish I had more stuff to write about but I don't. |
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